I was feeling a little hopeless, but I decided instead of giving up, the best thing to do is be proactive and repent for my sins. Praying to Allah (swt) is always the best thing to do, so if you're feeling hopeless and just need some reassurance, turn to Allah!
Allah (SWT) Most High says in Noble Qur'an, "Ask your Lord for forgiveness and then turn in repentance to Him..." (11:3)
Also Allah (SWT) Most High says in Noble Qur'an, "O you who believe! Turn (in repentance) to Allah with sincere repentance; Perhaps your Lord will remove your evil from you... " (66:8)
May this benefit everyone and be a reminder to me, before anyone else!
Until next time...